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geog paper was really hard today! it was a killer paper! i think everyone was stunned by the questions that came out! i dont even think i needed to use any case studies at all! it was more of your analytical skills and general knowledge. Darn, i think i missed the mark of getting an A.

haiz, i dont really want to talk about it.
it has been commited and let his will be done.

got to start studying for the other geog paper tml! i cant wait for friday :D

take my cup
not mine but yours be done

i am falling to his grace.
i resubmitted! CLICK

this is stupid. stupid. stupid.

OKAY EVERYBODY WHO HAS TAGGED ON MY BOARD REGARDING WHY YOUR PICTURES CANT BE SEEN!!

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.... so doomed for tml's paper!

malay studies was pretty okay! i had that much confidence halfway doing the paper until i failed to finish my last question. but it was managable. i am just sore that we got a C for project and it weighs 40% of the final grade! oh my goodness! pls, i just need a B minus and i will be super happy! (:

break tml! i am going to start on my geog paper after i'm done! endless readings and memory work! BLEH, i cant wait for exams to be over.

it sucks knowing that people are on holiday or in the holiday mode while i'm attempting to study in my room!!! you have to hate the school, if only we started the semester earlier...i would be in australia now! :p

no more complaining for now.
till tml...

so the exams start tml...

it is amazing that even though i have read through my readings quite a number of times but i can still forget and i can hardly remember what i've read. OMG OMG OMG! it sucks having to read them all over again; praying that you can remember the facts on exam days. :(

i need to go back and study.
malay studies tml at 5pm :(

i need to rely less on myself and more on Him.

i submitted.
i will let you know : when it comes

you are the center of my life
the universe declares in awe
your majesty, i surrender all
i make you the center of my life
Lord, i response all i am
you placed in me the song of heaven's melody
your majesty, my life will sing your song

In this time of uncertainty ; in the midst of studying... i feel so lost. i dont even have the confidence that i will do well because there has been so little time of preparation.

i hang onto His grace. His grace is sufficient for me.
All the doubts and All the late nights studying will come for a good purpose.

Focus on God and not myself. (:

i need to prepare for cg already.
till then...

It is amazing that i can still reek of barbeque smell even though i bathed twice since last night! last night's bbq was pretty awesome! i thought i would be the kind that would sit and wait for the food but in fact, i ended up helping out with the cooking more that i ever did in any bbq! Cooking is so fun!!! :D

i was supposed to stay there for one hour but ended up getting a big scolding from mum because i was there for close to 3 hours! oops, i should have been studying.

on a more random note, i am in love with this layout! :D

okie dokie, back to study!
i need to cover alot today.

my prayer is still the same
i need You to breathe in me

the next door's neighbour has been doing his house's construction work and it is freaking noisy! i couldnt study at all with all the noise blasting through my walls! ended up doing a new layout and i took the courage to submit one skin into BS! HAHA! (:

not because i am ready to start anew but because i just want to keep doing what i love doing. BOMB BOMB BOMB AWAY! i am who i say i am :D

this could be what i've been waiting for : CLICK

okie. going to try to get back to studying.

My whole body is aching! Playing badminton two days in a row is BAD! omg, i want to just lie down on my bed and not be sitting in my living room reading my notes! :(

i need to learn to rely on His strength and not mine.
Focus and Fix my eyes unto You! :D

i am so behind time! spent a lot of time during the weekend hanging out with churchies that i didnt really study! i am so dead! i am trying to make up for lost time now. :(

weekend updates: went for a dulos performance at vivocity, shopped with mum and sis on sat at vivocity again! went to watch step up after service on sunday! OMG OMG OMG! i want to watch the show again! it is freaking nice!!! :DDDDDD Played badminton yesterday and i am going to play today again! HAHA!

one word : DEAD!

pictures taken on sunday...

okay done! going to take a short hiatus for now.
BYE! :D

10 more days left....

when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storm
Father, you are King over the flood
i will be still
know you are God.

Today was fun! okay, i did a bit of studying today! read quite a number of readings today but i doubt i understood any. (: i realised i need to go back on monday to get more readings printed and return my books! :D

sis and i attempted to cook dinner today. the dishes came out okay but the rice was horrendous. she kept insisting that we need to put more water and we ended up having really gluey sticy rice. mum said it was the most horrible rice she has ever eaten! HAHHAHHAAHHAHHAHA :D

mugging continues tml.

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i am reminded of the big challenge that i have at the end of the year. of expectations, of leading the team, of being responsible! i need the leadership and i need the strength! :D i can only do it with Him! when i am weak and nothing, there ur strength will lie.

Your strength is made perfect in me!

yeah, school has ended! actually not really because tml i still have lessons but i decided i am going to skip it so that i can have more time to study! mugging starts tml! going to be busy with church stuff...

okay, i am just happy that i dont have anymore projects even though the thought of exams scares me. oh well, countdown with me till 5th dec. A little bit more and the hols will come! :D

two more days and school will be over!!! :D

lots to do. lots to do. lots to do.

help me to see that
everything falls into place
beautiful healer, beautiful grace
break these chains

Honour God!

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. - 2nd Corinthians 16-18

dont lose heart, jeanette. (:
everything will be fine.

take my cup and let your will be done.

and i am grateful for everything.
to learn to seek even when the going get tough.
to hope and wait on the Lord.
to go more in faith each day because
His will for me is perfect.

if my heart has turned cold
there your love will unfold
as you open my eyes to the work of your hands

then my heart will find praise
i will delight in your ways
as you open my eyes to the work of your hands

i havent had the time to blog for the past few days. perhaps i have been too busy or laziness has gotten over me. So this is going to be one long post, i think. (:

i love rainy days. i cant help saying that.
i cant help thinking of ..

people making themselves a hot chocolate drink while it is pouring outside
people lying under their cosy blankets
people staring at the rain from their tables while studying
people running in the rain

but most importantly, it reminds me so much of God's grace.
the realness and a physical touch of God's beautiful creation.
i cant help but marvel in awe. :D

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yakun and movie with choi and ruth yesterday.
i really treasure my fridays with them. (:
despite the hectic school life, i am thankful for these times where i can be myself.

one more project and next week would be the last week of school.
hooray and then exams will be approaching.
it is time to start studying! :D

everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades
neverending, your glory goes beyond all fame

tired and having a big headache.
blogging in school while waiting for my project group mates to come.
school is ending and i am so glad. (:
exams are coming and i am not prepared. :(
i am going round and round in circles.

you are the reason
the one that i live for...

i let one go and perhaps i am still regretting it.
but when God closes one door, He will also open another door.
He understands, He heals and He provides

everything in its time.

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i din have time to update! i have been too busy with projects and meeting up with friends that i have lost track of time. :D but i have been good and i will continue to press on. (:

watched flushed away and the prestige.
OMG UR SHOULD GO WATCH! ESPECIALLY PRESTIGE!
what a beautiful poignant movie that was :D

pris& i at heerens. :D

hanging out with pris yesterday at town and hanging out with lynn today at vivocity was great! i want to start shopping soon! :D

oh ya! i saw ANNE yesterday at the mrt! i wanted to say hi but ya she didnt see me!but never mind! she promised to owe me a HELLO! :D HELLO ANNNNNNNE! (:

it is time to start mugging.

Firstly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WANG GUAN!!!!! :D

i have a really disgusting toe right now. got pushed off the chair while playing capt ball and my last toe's skin got scrapped off and it was bleeding like mad. actually, it is still bleeding and it is really quite pain.

bleh! church was pretty good today.
glenn, bu and jeff are really damn funny!
spent lots of time at simei mrt laughing at their lameness (:

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sometimes it is best not to worry.
to expectations, to how people look at it...
God provides and God leads.

NATIONAL LIBRARY! i think i found another piece of haven in here. Gosh, this place is so freaking cool and cosy! :D i can bring my laptop here and there is free wireless here. omg, i am going to spend more time here from now onwards. :D

conicidentally, i met ruth and janice at the library! hung out with them till 3. headed down with ruth to play badminton at kovan CC. :D
it was a good bonding time with choi and her.
i cant wait for next week. (:

we look really tired! then again, we were REALLY tired!

crossed the road and had my GE2204 project at macs.
i am so happy that by monday, i would have submitted two projects. :D
yeah!!! i really need to breathe! :D

rushed down to cg at matt's house.
and guess who i saw????

MELTTTTTTTTTTTT! :D

OMG it has been more than one year since i saw her.
shanice was with her so we talked abit and i had to rush off. (:

cg was pretty good tonight. i am glad friday is gone.
another long day ahead tml - church and project at night. :)

a shot that i took from my car! :D That is my house while the rain was pouring outside. love it :D

for grace and for strength to face each day,
Thank You Lord. (:
i dont know how i would do it without you.
the tiredness and the drain..yes! one more month and it wiill be all over. (:
everything for You and not for me,

i just love rainy days! i love sitting on my bed and staring at the rain outside my window. sweet melancholy, i must say! :D got to sleep, do some essay writing and head over to my auntie's bday.(:

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lynnie & me!
you make everything all right. this sem wouldnt be the same without you. (:

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i am always reminded of your grace everyday.
walk with me and put the light before me.

i will let you know
when it comes...

I need more time, i need more time for everything.
why must time pass so darn fast?

lessons from 2-4 pm.
i bruised my finger while doing outdoor lab today.
at least we completed our lab.

went down to marina square to celebrate my sis's bdae. got home and i spent the last two hours writing my MS essay. gosh, i hope i analysed the question correctly. i got to sleep. tml is another long day. :(

more reasons to hate school but i guess i have much more reasons to thank God for.
walking day by day in faith. everything in its time. :D